My search started at the age of 17. It was during practicing martial arts that for the first time I realized\u00a0that the material world was not final and not the only picture of the world. Simultaneously with ordinary\u00a0life my search for myself began. Many books on philosophy, esoteric, psychology were read… I studied\u00a0everything that somehow, in my opinion, could give answers. Meditation became an integral part of my\u00a0life. Sometimes it happened that I could sit cross-legged for 2.5 hours, disappearing in the void.<\/p>\n
I started to practice in February 2016. Six months before that I already used some elements of it\u00a0combining with my own ones, which gave experience of coming out of matrix. Concurrently with this life\u00a0led me through many hardships, every time showing carefully direction and taking away all excessives\u00a0that I put higher than my aim at that time. And every time I thanked life for that, no matter how much it\u00a0hurt me… Relationship, money, work so to say everything was taken away to make me more free and\u00a0clean.<\/p>\n
From that moment that I got into practice1.5 years passed by, but I lived a whole lifetime.<\/p>\n
To say I’ve changed is like to say nothing. Life took away everything that was valuable for me at that\u00a0time, but gave 1000 times more. It made me real, who I really am. After 13 months on my way to the goal\u00a0and to God only a desire to give and to help others was left, because everything I wanted for myself either\u00a0was taken away or was not given, no matter how hard I tried…<\/p>\n
Before Easter a strong internal tension rolled on me, self-pity pressed me from all sides. I had to let\u00a0everything go and with gratitude accept life as it was… I do not remember exactly how I found myself\u00a0sitting under a birch tree but insights began to come, one after another. Nothing really mattered, problems\u00a0disappeared, I realized that everything was on its place and just in time. I read a lot about it many times\u00a0and considered myself as a very knowledgeable and well-versed person, but when I felt it, I realized that I\u00a0knew nothing until that moment. Everything became clear but not through intellect. That knowledge was\u00a0always inside of me, there were no questions. When I tried to think about anything, my head started to\u00a0hurt. I was happy that I was just there. I sat under the birch tree for about an hour and as a child I studied\u00a0with huge interest the grass, I lived life of all that got into my field of perception. There was a feeling that\u00a0I am not only my body, but much more than it.<\/p>\n
Self-sufficiency and absolute trust to life in addition to inner freedom and joy. That is how this state can\u00a0be described. I became everything and nothing at the same time, I wanted and I still want to share this\u00a0state and knowledge, so that everyone will become himself, will taste life, because everything that was\u00a0before could be hardly called life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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